dear b,
is it me or you are being cold hearted to me? i find you very cold to me lately. have you finally made the decision to be with her and going to leave me? if you have you could have told me. i really miss you. but i think you dont see it nor bother to do anything about it. i dont expect you to comfort me but at least tell me the truth that both of us are not meant to be cos you want to spend the rest of your life with her. honestly i dont know why am i fighting for you when i know regardless of that i do wont be as good as what she did. even when i do a million things it cannot replace the one thing she did for you. i dont know whether god wants to test me or you just want to play with me. dont i deserve something better?
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
Saturday, November 23, 2013
why cant i forget about u?
Dear b,
I know you are trying hard to forget about me and still keep me as a friend. But honestly, my heart refused to forget about you. I kept thinking about you. The things we did the memories we had. I know you already gave your heart away to her.I have no place in that small heart of yours. I know I should treat myself better by juSt forgetting all about you and find a better man. To me you are someone special and I want to hold on for as long as I can until one day someone comes and pick me up. Why this world is so unfair that I am always the one who can't get the love I want. How much more test does God wants me to walk thru before he really gives me someone I deserve. Even if it is not you. I still want to be by your side till you really marry her. Obviously I am not as great as she is.
I know you are trying hard to forget about me and still keep me as a friend. But honestly, my heart refused to forget about you. I kept thinking about you. The things we did the memories we had. I know you already gave your heart away to her.I have no place in that small heart of yours. I know I should treat myself better by juSt forgetting all about you and find a better man. To me you are someone special and I want to hold on for as long as I can until one day someone comes and pick me up. Why this world is so unfair that I am always the one who can't get the love I want. How much more test does God wants me to walk thru before he really gives me someone I deserve. Even if it is not you. I still want to be by your side till you really marry her. Obviously I am not as great as she is.
Saturday, November 9, 2013
i am not the one
Dear B,
I really dont know how long more can i take it. i know you have told me before you will choose her. i really dont want you to choose her i want you to choose me instead. i know i cannot offer as much as she does. i know i will never be as perfect as her but i am willing to give you my heart. but maybe it is like everyone say. i am stingy. i shall let you who you think you will be happy with. to love someone is to let that person be happy not to make the suffer right? so from today onward i shall stop texting you. stop crying for you. stop thinking about you. and find my own happiness. i will definitely find someone better than you. who will treat me better than you and make my effort worth while. thanks for those sweet memories that i have to remove them to make my life better
I really dont know how long more can i take it. i know you have told me before you will choose her. i really dont want you to choose her i want you to choose me instead. i know i cannot offer as much as she does. i know i will never be as perfect as her but i am willing to give you my heart. but maybe it is like everyone say. i am stingy. i shall let you who you think you will be happy with. to love someone is to let that person be happy not to make the suffer right? so from today onward i shall stop texting you. stop crying for you. stop thinking about you. and find my own happiness. i will definitely find someone better than you. who will treat me better than you and make my effort worth while. thanks for those sweet memories that i have to remove them to make my life better
Sunday, November 3, 2013
should i let u go?
Dear B,
I know I have said I will let you go. I will not hang on to you and let you be happy with her without me being all jealous and annoyed over those times that you spent with her. But my heart seems to tell me I can't let you go.I don't want you to go. I have been having sleepless nights and tearing since the day i say i will let you go. Been thinking about you 24/7 since then. Though I know no matter what I do or what I say won't change your heart, i wish i was given a chance to show you the me who is not such a cry baby and a more caring person. but it seems like you just want to have fun with me and after that leave me to suffer in pain there. I really did show you everything about me yet you still choose her and make me your summer fling. The one regret i have is being your friend. i wish i didnt know you then i wont suffer in such pain.
thanks for the scar
Yokie
I know I have said I will let you go. I will not hang on to you and let you be happy with her without me being all jealous and annoyed over those times that you spent with her. But my heart seems to tell me I can't let you go.I don't want you to go. I have been having sleepless nights and tearing since the day i say i will let you go. Been thinking about you 24/7 since then. Though I know no matter what I do or what I say won't change your heart, i wish i was given a chance to show you the me who is not such a cry baby and a more caring person. but it seems like you just want to have fun with me and after that leave me to suffer in pain there. I really did show you everything about me yet you still choose her and make me your summer fling. The one regret i have is being your friend. i wish i didnt know you then i wont suffer in such pain.
thanks for the scar
Yokie
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