missing u all the time

Dear b,

I don't know if u have read my blog or not but the truth is even when I say I want to forget about you my heart still refuse to. I really am missing u. I guess it is true like everyone says. One he get what he wants he will leave you. So now you are going to ignore me and leave me. Sigh! I felt like a bitch that stupidly fell in love with u.

why cant u b alittle more caring for me

Really? U could not even bother to do anything for me after all that I have give in. I know I am stupid. I just wish it was not this way. I really wish it was something else. Why can't u show me u care for me. U want me. Why can't I get ur full attention. I am so disappointed with u and myself. I sometimes really wish I didn't know u

let go and forget

Dear b,

Maybe it is time for me to let u go. Since u have been so cold to me for the past one year. All those times we had made it so hard for me to let u go. I cannot stop thinking about u every day wondering how is ur day. But I know there is No place for me in ur heart she is more important than anyone else. I don't deny you are the jerk that I fell for and will always loved even when we are not meant to be together. I will b there when u need me