why bither

Why do I Even bother when you don't Even care about me. Why do I Evenbother when I can get someone better. Why can't I let u go. Why can't I free myself from this pain. It is not worth it. Everything I do won't make a difference. If there is one pill. I want to create a pill that will erase  my memories of u. Somehow I will love u till the day I die