how much can i trust u?

Serious how much can I trust you? Will you delete it or keep it to blackmail me? I really love you so much that I ended up doing it again for  you. Yet again you always fall asleep and forgets all about me. Honestly I really hate weekend because it always give you the chance to spend time with her. What about me? Only when you comes back? So short! You can spend anytime of the day with her. Whereas me we have to pick our time and day. Sometimes I wonder do you like me for lust or you like me for my personality. You said I would have been the one but I think I was never the one. I don't feel like you did sacrifice anything for me but I .did many for you. Are you taking advantage of my love to you only you know. I am very heart broken