Thoughts on my off day

It is my off day today and I am at home with mom watching TVs. Somehow I cannot stop wondering what are you up to? Stress at work? Smoking as many cigarettes as always. I wanted to help you quit but I think you need it since you are so stress at work. I was really hoping that you will text me but deep down I know you won't text me because you have no time and you have your plates full with her and your stressful work. Hopefully one-day when you are free you will text me. Just giving me a smile icon would make me smile but I guess for now it is all cry