Is it true that everyone has their own Robin but not everyone can spend their lives with their Robin? Maybe not this life but another life? Sometimes i really wonder why did God show you who is your Robin but did not allow you to spend it with him? Why did God let you meet him, let you spend some precious time with him, but didn't let the both of you go further than that. Should i just remove him from my life to make me really move on since i am not that important to him. I am only important when he is back alone. But when he is over there with her, she is always the one. It shows that he does not think about me at all. I have not receive any text or any concerns from him. Am i just his fling? Am i an entertainment because he is lonely back here? If he really wants to treat me as a friend only he should have told me then i will try to back off. But why must he always only comes to me when he needs me? What about me? Who is going to fulfill my needs? Honestly after this traumatic relationship, i feel like i dont want to pursue anymore. I just want to be a grumpy spinster and never think of love. Cos by end of the day no matter how much i give love i get nothing in return all i get is just bits and pieces of shattered heart that no one is going to pick up and mend it.
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