should i let u go?

Dear B,

I know I have said I will let you go. I will not hang on to you and let you be happy with her without me being all jealous and annoyed over those times that you spent with her. But my heart seems to tell me I can't let you go.I don't want you to go. I have been having sleepless nights and tearing since the day i say i will let you go. Been thinking about you 24/7 since then. Though I know no matter what I do or what I say won't change your heart, i wish i was given a chance to show you the me who is not such a cry baby and a more caring person. but it seems like you just want to have fun with me and after that leave me to suffer in pain there. I really did show you everything about me yet you still choose her and make me your summer fling. The one regret i have is being your friend. i wish i didnt know you then i wont suffer in such pain.

thanks for the scar
Yokie